It doesn’t matter how much I want you or how much I need you, because really at the end of the day.. I’ve already lost you
I wouldn’t wish depression upon anyone. depression is literally a sad thing and tears you apart inside out and makes you believe you are your own worse monster. And I wouldn’t want anyone to deal with that.
― (via talentifantasi)
anyway, whatever i guess.
The feelings become so, so much stronger when you know there is absolutely no chance
I want you
I want to be someone’s first and only option. I want someone to actually want me, to try for me -to fight for me , and to put in more of an effort than me